Waiting for death...

Waiting for death.

As I sit here
waiting for death
counting the hours
before I die
before I die by my hand
feelings of hatred
feelings of pain
feelings of sorry
pulsate through my brain
make me shiver to watch
to be able to do nothing
except to die before dishonor
suicidal tendencies
is all I’ve had
is what I’ll do
die now before there is anymore
pain and suffering
the stench of death
attracts me now
more then ever
hold me breath
until death
no one can stop me this time
or ever
no one to control me
wait for death
counting the hours
before I die
before I die and my world ends
let death be quick...